I wonder if my days of mental pleasure have taken a toll on my ability to accept new feelings. My heart is now vague to the world and I share no feeling of love to no one except myself. There are times when I lived for the cheap lust of forbidden emotions just to keep some part of me close to being a decent person, but experience force us to become protective and reactive in order to secure our feelings from displeasure. Have the days taken me for what I fear the most, lonelin...
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